
Matigan has this bear that is old, tired, worn out, but well loved. She has had it since she was born, and it has been lost before, but never this long! One week - one week without someone's ears to rub between her fingers, one week without the one thing that can comfort her, one week without the one thing that helps her go to sleep - it was a long week. I know that we need to get rid of bear, but it is almost as much of a comfort to me as it is to her. I don't think I ever had that blankie or bear that I was that attached to, but I did have a friend who had her "blanket" that she still took overnight with her when we were in high school - I wonder if she still has it??

Matigan with Grandpa and Bear - look at those baby cheeks!
Anyway, we looked everywhere for Bear - we traced our steps, asked people we had been with, tore the house apart, only to come up empty handed - then I did one final search and bear was found! We have these curtains that are long and kinda "puddle" on the floor behind one of our sofas. I had looked behind there before, but didn't actually pull the curtains up, but this time I did and there he was. Kaleb and Matigan had been playing behind there using the sofa as a stage for a puppet show and . . . the rest is history.
As I said before, Bear is very old - in fact I purchased a new "Bear" a few years ago to put in Matigan's hope chest that she could someday maybe even give to her child - so I pulled out the new bear and compared. The kids could not believe that Matigan's bear could ever have looked like the new one. Matigan once told my mom - "Bear is old and falling apart, but I still love him so much."

I am so glad that we found bear if for no other reason than I would hate to see her loose something that has been so important for 5 years! I think it is something she needs to hold onto.
